Hi Ali,
I had to cancel my apt with Dr. Quirk because my work meetings went past 7:30 p.m. last night. I called them several times to let them know that I might be late, and then that I just couldn't go. The receptionist wasn't very impressed and I don't blame her, but I was hosting a meeting and couldn't just leave. I am suppose to call today to reschedule. But when it was all over and I locked up the doors last night, I stood on the steps of my workplace in the rain, waiting for a cab, and just started crying. Pretty pathetic huh. I was just feeling exhausted by work, disappointed about not going to the chiropractic appointment, and missing [name removed]. Man will I be glad when this week is over. I can handle stress, but everything at the same time - work, school, personal stuff, etc - it's a bit much. Anyway I rested last night and I am trying to be stronger about everything today. I recognize that it is all temporary and in a week I won't have so much on my plate.
Anyway, will let you know what happens with everything regarding the chiropractic stuff soon. I am thinking of your questions at this very moment and it is helping me put things into perspective, even though I am not sure what the answers are yet. I guess I just know they are bigger than this stuff, you know?
Good luck with the spring cleaning! hope all is well...
lots of love,
Camille xo
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Al, your reply came at the most perfect moment. I just had to post this, I had to share your thoughts. xoxox
Cams,
Just get your vision, your purpose, in your mind. Once you can work from that place, everything else seems like nada.
Remember that yesterday's successes, or yesterdays failures have nothing to do with todays transformation.
Oh, and crying is good. I balled like a kid with a scraped knee last night. We watched "The Corporation", and for half the film, I felt completely helpless, but towards the end, I got a bigger picture, a bigger vision for my place in this whole thing we call life. The burdens seem heavy at times, but the adventure is grand, and the smiles from a person transformed is worth every "battle" we engage ourselves in. I heard once that "it's not a revelation unless it causes a revolution". Well, your unconditional friendship and compassion is something that has caused many a revolution in my life.
Thanks for the revelations! You're a shining star! Let your light shine before others, so that they may see your good deeds, and see God within you, and will cause a revolution in their life, transforming others by their presence, just as you have for them.
You're much greater than your circumstance.
ciao bella,
alain
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