vendredi, octobre 07, 2005

It's almost noon and I'll be leaving the office soon. They skies are still grey, and my little blue knit cap is drying on the radiator behind me. I was dashing through the heavy curtain of rain this morning and, having forgotten my umbrella at work, I spent the morning in wet clothes. It's allright, though; I ran into Martine on the way here, which was really nice. She was carrying a bagel and coffee and was on her way to the bookstore, and the simple thought of a friend having a quiet day indoors on a rainy day made me feel better. I even managed to grin to a few people who looked at me and my lack of rain gear with raised eyebrows.

I am suddenly full of compassion today. It is so strong that I feel badly for every little morsel of pain I have caused others in the past. It makes me replay scenes in my head with a full heart, it renders me apologetic for the sometimes rude and flippant things I sometimes say, or even write in here. You must forgive this little bunny, who sometimes tries to disguise herself in tigers' clothes. Really I am small, gentle, fluffy and full of love. Full of forgiveness and understanding. Full of wonder and full of hope.

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